Well it’s been a while. Not because I don’t have anything to say, because one can argue that I have far too much too say, but I guess I’ve just been lacking the inclination to do so. Probably due to the fact that I’ve been busy in a bubble of rainbows and unicorns and all of those other things that people associate with happiness, but I’ve decided that it’s time to come out! I’m ready for my fingers to frantically attempt to keep up with every fleeting thought. Because my thoughts are just that. Fleeting. Just like moments, they come and go faster than the blink of an eye and all you can do is attempt to catch an image, or a sound, or a smell, long enough so that you might be able to muster up even a silhouette of that original thought or feeling later on. Anyways, I digress. My purpose is not to write about the joys of writing, or to announce my comeback, which I now realize is exactly what I just did and am slightly disappointed by that fact, but whatever. Moving on. I wanted to write because I’m currently at a crossroad and I’m not too sure which route to take. But the good news is that there are options! Good options! Now that I think about it, I’m not sure if that is good news. What’s more difficult? Making a decision from a bunch of good options or making a decision from a bunch of bad or mediocre options? Food for thought?
Getting off topic again.
So I’ve decided that its time to establish HOW I want to live my life. Just a quick note, this shouldn’t be confused with WHAT I want to do with my life, because knowing myself, that’s something that’s bound to keep on changing. This is about HOW I want to do whatever I end up doing. Because truth be told, it really doesn’t matter to me what exactly I end up doing with my life as long as I do, in fact, do it. Experience it. Relish it. Take chances. Because in the end I’m fairly confident that I’ll be far more disappointed by the things that I didn’t do than by the things that I do end up doing. Even if those decisions are terrible terrible mistakes. Even if they bring nothing but negativity and pain. Even if they get me nowhere. After all, nowhere is somewhere right? And somewhere is definitely not nowhere. To each their own.